Fanmix: Moments of Us

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Title: Moments of Us
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Type: Fanmix
For: darksilvercat (Happy Christmas in July/August)
Prompt/Theme: Each song captures a moment, a thought, an emotion, or something like it between Dean and Castiel. It could be from the screen or just the minds of the fangirls. There's no particular order so choose what best suits you. Also, pay attention to the lyrics. You might think they apply to Dean rather than Castiel (or vice-versa) and then with further scrutiny...
Notes: I really enjoyed doing this because I wanted to find beautiful songs for Dean and Castiel and even then a blurry? hint of sadness/pain/loss wriggled in. But you can't have love without loss or doubt, right? Please, leave a comment about what you think of it.




Breathe Me//Sia

I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Sanctuary//Utada

I watch you fast asleep,
All I fear means nothing

In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight
Wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
(I need more affection than you know)
my sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie,
Wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
(I need more affection than you know)
What's left of me
What's left of me

snwod dna spu ynam os
(So many ups and downs)
My heart's a battleground
snoitome eurt deen I
(I need true emotions)
Wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
(I need more affection than you know)
snoitome eurt deen I
(I need true emotions)

You showed me how to see,
That nothing is whole and nothing is broken

All We Are//Fischerspooner

The breaking light
Sparks the human strain
And it is the dawn
Relentless again

With endless arms
Hot, holy light
Radiates and then it all begins

We are as one and one is all we are
We are as one and one is all we are

Inhaling quick
When I see your being
Can‘t define
The divine
And I‘m born again
The limitless is within my reach
Particles passing through a microcosm
That is all we are

Like A Star//Corinne Bailey Rae

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive

My Heart//The Perishers

It’s my heart you’re taking
It’s breaking bit by bit
It’s my heart you’re dealing with
But you don’t know about it

If you’d feel like I feel
And if you’d know what I know
I don’t think you’d ever play me
I know you’d never play me

I Will Love You//Fisher

Till my body is dust
Till my soul is no more
I will love you
Love you

Till the sun starts to cry
And the moon turns to rust
I will love you
Love you

But I need to know
Will you stay for all time
Forever and a day?

And I'll give my heart
Till the end of our time
Forever and a day

Waiting on an Angel//Ben Harper

Waiting on an angel.
One to carry me home.
Hope you come to see me soon, cause I don't want to go alone,
I don't want to go alone.

Now angel won't you come by me.
Angel hear my plea.
Take my hand, lift me up so that I can fly with thee,
so that I can fly with thee.

Beautiful//Lifehouse

And how can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me 'How could it be any better than this?'

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now.

Lovers in a Dangerous Time//Barenaked Ladies

Don't the hours grow shorter as the days go by
You never get to stop and open our eyes
One minute you're waiting for the sky to fall
The next you're dazzled by the beauty of it all
...
These fragile bodies of touch and taste
This fragrant skin this hair like lace
Spirits open to the thrust of grace
Never a breath you can afford to waste
...
When you're lovers in a dangerous time
Sometimes you're made to feel as if your love's a crime
Nothing worth having comes without some kind of fight
Got to kick at the darkness til it bleeds daylight
When you're lovers in a dangerous time

Kingdom Come//Coldplay

Hold my head inside your hands
I need someone who understands
I need someone, someone who hears
For you I’ve waited all these years

For you I’d wait 'til kingdom come
Until my day, my day is done
And say you'll come and set me free
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me

In your tears and in your blood
In your fire and in your flood
I hear you laugh, I heard you sing
I wouldn’t change a single thing

The Fear You Won't Fall//Joshua Radin

It hasn't felt like this before
It hasn't felt like home before you
And I know it's easy to say but it's harder to feel
This way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can't get my mind off of you
...
Part of the beauty of falling in love with you is the fear you won't fall

Breathe (Breathe in the Air)//The shins

Breathe, breathe in the air
Don’t be afraid to care
Leave but don’t leave me
Look around and choose your own ground
For long you live and high you fly
And smiles you’ll give and tears you’ll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be
Run, run rabbit run
Dig that hole, forget the sun,
And when at last the work is done
Don’t sit down it’s time to dig another one
For long you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race toward an early grave.

Say It's Possible//Terra Naomi

And the truth is such a funny thing
With all these people
Keep on telling me
They know what's best
And what to be frightened of
And all the rest are wrong
They know nothing about us

I see the course we're on spinning farther from what I know
I'll hold on
Tell me that you won't let go

Spit the Dark//Empires

If hope is a dangerous hole,
will you join me?
Jump there's a world of war.
will you join me?
Eyes closed for lives to open up
Free fall with me to open up

Lost Without You//Delta Goodrem

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
You might say a little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I Never Knew You//John Secada & Shanice

If I never knew you
If I never felt this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be

And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I'd find in you
The missing part of me.

In this world so full of fear
Full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear
In your eyes
...
And if I never knew you
If I never knew you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Empty as the sky
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you

Without You Here//Goo Goo Dolls

And I'm trying to believe
In things that I don't know
The turning of the world
The color of your soul
That love could kill the pain
Truth is never vain
It turns strangers into lovers
And enemies to brothers
Just say you understand
I never had this planned
...
My head lies to my heart
And my heart it still believes
It seems the ones who love us are the ones
That we deceive
But you're changing everything
You're changing everything in me

And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here

You are the One//Elliot Yamin

Sometimes I sit and I wonder
And I just can't seem to believe
What a blessing it's been to be loved
You're an angel sent to me

You're the star who lights up my sky
You're the one who made me see
That you don't need wings to fly
Your love has set me free

Cause you are the one who makes me whole
In my heart and in my soul
And just like the sun you showed me the light
I'm amazed and you're the reason why

Before you I was so blind
I didn't know which path to choose
You poured all of this love in my heart
And now there's no way that I can lose

And when I have no faith in myself
You're the one who makes me strong
I wouldn't have a story to tell
Or an ending to my song

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